Hello 2012! My 2012 is going to be beautiful, abundance-filled, loved, romantic and amazing!
I have started my year well with meditation, yoga and doing something i always wanted to do-helping out at the shelter.
I choose to live my life with inner peace, finding balance, reflecting on the best positive outcome for everything i see, hear, taste, feel, smell and think. Isn’t this a brilliant way to live our life :)
There are so many angry people on facebook, forums, stomps, so many channels people can get hold to voice their opinions with a variety of languages, vulgarities…these angry people are mostly hiding behind a computer screen but in actual fact, they are the sorry people you see who would not do something for themselves.
I been to the shelter and walk some dogs, just as people are contributing salt and pepper unnecessarily to an existing fire, the dogs at the shelter are wondering, if their next meal is going to come. If people would come and love them.
Mother nature with all her children (animals, insects, plants and so on..) are our wonderful role models.
Why do humans compete with each other, does that prolong their lives? The trees, the flowers, the animals, obediently live their system. From a seed, to roots, to a plant and to a tree. then to being weak and eventually growing old and passed on. Life has a system. Most people are trying to break the system and no matter how hard they try, they feel small to the possibility of life.
When i look into the eyes of a shelter dog and a stray black cat, i see a yearn for love.
Yesterday i was walking around my block, looking to feed some cats.
I saw one black cat, sitting near some plants at a leisure area. When i went to the cat and put the food down for the cat. The cat look at my eyes with his biggest eyes..for about 7 seconds. It was like the cat was trying to say something. The look was so intense that i have to gesture the cat to eat because i thought the cat might start speaking. haha. Black cats, i think they are also victims of color discrimination. When i walk to a black cat, i do remember people saying about black cats crossing your paths. Superstitions are for the faint hearted. To me, the cat is black because of his fur. The cat is still a cat.It is hungry and thirsty too. It deserve love just like any other cats. :) I sat with the cat making sure it gulped down all the food on the plate. It’s lovely to watch the cat eat.
5th Jan 2012
Yesterday i fed about 6 cats, just as i was wondering where was one of the cats, it started mewing behind me..haha..as if saying ‘i’m here hooman:D ahah i turned back and aww so cute, the same black cat was mewing softly and looking so sweetly at me. I lol and said,’opps sorry, didnt see you.’ i presented the cat food and it ate so happily.
lovely, lovely to see them :)
As long as i lived, i hope animals and humans and all nature can live harmoniously.
I am watching this TV show now on Ch U – Dining with death.
It’s a documentary that shows how humans eat poisonous insects and animals as delicacies.
I must admit that looking at the extend human kills for food, is definately not appetizing.
Today’s episode is about Eating fiery ants and wasps/bees.
There is something about bees i really respect.
The honeycomb they created. The meticulous, design system, the exact shape of each honeycomb cells is beautiful.
To see them being burnt alive in the honeycomb to be used as food, pains me deeply.
It’s the exact same feeling i get when i saw the scene of fighting bulls being pricked with dozens of arrows..and left to run around with blood drizzling from it’s back and eventually dropping down to the ground. it’s a scene that made me ran into my room and cry..i was in primary school..also that time when i saw on a malaysia channel, fishermen hanging captured turtles upside down and shooting their eyes with a gun..leaving them to bleed to death..my god…
Perhaps i can’t say i am a pure vegetarian, i can’t say humans who kill animals must all die coz if there is no demand, they would not have to kill for supply.
I ask for peace for all.
I will get used to being a vegetarian.
May all living things who have suffered for human senseless and baseless actions, rest in peace and may you find peace at a higher divine realm.